The dream of acting. Fall of 2002. Chanhassen, Minneapolis. (Edit 15th July 2019)The various posts you will see are mostly from right before going to Los Angeles and during the…
6 February 2003 The last month has been very intensive as I have been going through much fear and control issues. I try to control the changes but I know…
Journal Update: 3 days until departure 15 February I am three days away from beginning a new chapter in my life. I feel like I am somewhere in between, not really…
The first few days in Los Angeles ………filled with confusion, not knowing how to proceed thinking the way forward would magically appear with softness and sturdiness. That was not the…
Getting to know Los Angeles. Monday 24th February I drove around much of the day getting to know various areas of western Los Angeles. Culver City south of Hollywood has…
Tuesday 25th February I had a feeling I needed to stay longer at the same hotel I checked into last night, so I decided to stay another night. I walked over…
I drove around and came across the American Academy of Dramatic Arts and dropped by to ask some questions. It is a 2 year school for people interested in acting…
The Raven Saturday 1st March 2003 I have been driving around downtown Los Angeles all day. One difference is that I decided to use the map to guide me, but…
Connecting with Spirit The evening of Monday 3 March 2003. There are many homeless as well as people who lack a sense of spirit in this city. The homeless are…
Wednesday 5 March 2003 My day began pretty relaxed. Getting out the door at 12am, hunting for a place to have my lunch. My brother who is in Oslo called…
Thursday 6 March 2003 Last night I looked through Backstage West magazine with the thought of finding something that would catch my eye, and two ads did. One from Beverly…
Saturday 8 March 2003 I had so very much enjoyed the previous day at the writer symposium that I decided to take another day. It was being held this day…
Onward on Monday 10 March 2003 ISM Model Management company I quickly went back to Travel Lodge (the hotel I am staying at) and found some more of my business…
Monday 17 March 2003 Continued from the last post… I found a monologue piece the day after at Samuel French, a store for actors. I looked at various monologue books but…
Thursday 20th of March Hurray! One month in LA! And it has been quite a month! The Photo shoot War in Iraq sets in for full force. CNN even broadcasted…
Back into today…. Saturday 22nd of March 2003 I spent some time in the Santa Monica area and southward looking for possible places to live. I also spent some time…
The Oscars Award Ceremony 24th of March 2003 I was not able to get myself one of the black background with gold text Oscar ceremony invitations, but I went to…
Acting class 25th of March 2003 I attended my second acting class this evening. I dropped by Franks Diner on the way and ate dinner, as I paid I chatted…
The short chapter. Two weeks. From 31st of March until 15th of April. Feeling resistance. Feeling the playfulness in acting class. Watching movies. Going back to Minneapolis for Easter.
Acting class Tuesday 1st of April 2003 It was another fascinating acting class today, and it was interesting to see how various people did the cold reading with a scene…
Protesting Life! (The following part was originally written in Norwegian as I do believe I needed to connect in with my Norwegian roots inside of me. I am translating the…
Tuesday the 8th of April 2003 Acting class What an amazing evening! There were performances of material that we had memorized. Jason and I went last and were Ed and…
Wednesday 23 April 2003 .. continued. Signing the Contract At 11am I had an appointment with Susanna at ISM (modeling agency) and showed up 10 minutes early. I spoke with…
Thursday the 24th of April 2003 I went to C&C internet cafe (across the street from the Travel Lodge hotel) where I have been eating breakfest on occasion as well…
Sunday the 27th of April 2003 I drove up in the Hollywood Hills to look at rental places. I stopped in a neighboorhood and took a picture of the Hollywood…
Friday the 2nd of May 2003. Kinkos I helped Melvin create a resume on the computer so that he could send out letters to casting agencies and TV stations with…
Pasadena Rose Bowl Stadium Sunday 4th of May 2003. I am now at Pasadena Inn, a hotel room like any other. It even has the multi striped colored bedspread I…
Monday the 5th of May 2003 Being an extra on set the day before was a real inspiration booster! I went through LA weekly magazine/newspaper and found a few ads…
Friday the 10th of May 2003. Curb your Enthusiasm The day before (Thursday) Melvin “pushed” me into getting some new suits, and I went along with it slowly realizing that…
A very early Mothers Day Sunday 11 May 2003. I find it interesting the experiences life gives me. Moving to Los Angeles to become an actor and model has been…
The Casting Director session Wednesday the 14th of May 2003. I attended a “class” session at ISM where two Casting Directors came in to hold a session. I skipped Tuesdays…
Monday the 19th of May 2003. ISM (Is Slow Management?) It was over three weeks ago that I signed the 6 months contract with ISM the modeling and everything else…
The in between moments Wednesday the 21st of May 2003. Yesterday I began to meditate again. Bascially sitting in a chair with my back straight letting myself think of nothing.…
Feeling alive! Plugged in and energized! MTV Reality show Burnt – Part 1 The Rehearsal -. Thursday the 5th of June 2003. I felt so alive this morning as if…
Sunday 8th of June 2003. Lost Focus, the name of an Independent movie written, produced and directed by Sanford Fleishman. Has en entry at IMDB (Image Movie Database) where I am also…
Monday 9th of June 2003. I drove to LA Center Studios to meet the others from the MTV Reality show “Burnt.” MTV has multiple offices at this location and the…
The evening: Monday 9th of June 2003. Heading for Newport Beach I drove out from LA Center Studios (after a day working on Mtv’s Burnt) heading for Newport Beach. My…
Sunday the 15th of June 2003. Sucker Free City I came home around 9.30pm and checked the Extras Casting Guild and noticed that Monica Cooper had placed a Rush Call…
Sometime in June of 2003. American Wedding The third movie in the American Pie series by Universal Studios. I was part of the background in a hotel scene where the…
Wednesday the 18th of June 2003. Connecting with Hope I checked Craigslist again. This time I looked in the room mate section and came across a message from a girl…
Thursday the 26th of June 2003. The Blind Date – dating show I had an appointment at 5pm today at 5700 Wilshire in the same building were Variety Fair the…
What follows are events over a period of time in relation to the Amma Retreat.To read more about Amma go to www.amma.org My spiritual journey As it happened over a…
From 12th of July until 2nd of October. The blurred figure firing a gun into the camera. Acting class ended. Resting. Feeling depressed. Going to Minneapolis for 2 months.
Sunday the 12th of July 2003 I drove south to Sand Pedro to attend the Norwegian service at the Sailor church. I had not planned on going there but that…
Tuesday evening 15th July 2003.Later in the day after finishing the scene for 21 Grams. I will attend my acting class again tonight after having been gone for three weeks.…
Friday 18th of July. My dad’s birthday! Happy birthday dad!A day of restless resting. Saturday 19th and Sunday 20th.Rest. Monday 21st.I attended the Simpsons “Conversations” hosted by SAG (Screen Actors…
The long break. Friday 25th of July.Friday morning came and I got up excited to know that I was going home. The trip back to Minneapolis went smooth, and I…
From 2nd of October until I leave back to Norway 12th of January 2004. Meeting Tess. The movie Taxi. Perspectives. 21 Grams screening. Going back to Minneapolis and eventually Norway.
Thursday 2nd of October 2003.I returned to the apartment I share with Christine and Len in Santa Monica at 10pm. Christine was happy to see me, while Len as always…
Introspection Tuesday 4th of November 2003.The following is from a journal entry I wrote that I called “Going through Emotional Turmoil.” Strong emotions can be very hard to handle many…
Thursday 6th of November 2003. I went to the fitting for Lemony Snicket a series of unfortunate events a movie with Jim Carrey and Meryl Streep. A Victorian/modern movie not…
Monday 10th of November 2003. I have been feisty these last few days having so much more energy inside not knowing where to direct it. I become a whirlpool of…
Tuesday 18th of November 2003. As I sit here in a living room filled with chaos of Christine’s boxes and furniture. I helped her move her stuff out of storage…